Why do black people always blame the white man?

Im black and where im from they always saying white man this mexican that.They always say the white man holding us down.But in reality we holdin ourselves down shootin and killin each other over 5 dollar crack rocks.Sellin drugs to our own people which in turn ruins the addicts life so he can't get a job and support his family.And his/her kids are left without a mother and father or both which creates a ripple effect making the kid feel unloved and neglected.Which turns him into crime and drug dealing which ruin more lives.Black kids have no father figures so they look up to the rappers,hustlers,killers on the block and emulate thir lifestyle cause they weren't taught different and don't know any better.And it doesn't help being put down about your clothes and looks by your peers cause you don't have the latest piece of **** shoes that don't mean nothing and most people don't even notice.Cause their to busy livin their lives.So you got people hustlin and killing over materialistic stuff that have no purpose instead of helpin the community building peace and changin lives.Even my own family we are raised to be criminals but I choose different.